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Summer!
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This summer has been absolutely fantabulous. I been doing stuff including going to an aquarium + fireworks + hanging out with my boyfriend, tinychat with my friends, red white and boom with the family, going to cedar point with my family, and next weekend, I'm going to be my boyfriend's date for a wedding. Gosh this is all exciting and compare it to last summer... Well it's been more event-filled and fun than usual.
I really want to take some photography but I wanna wait until the leaves start falling so that way, it's a change of scenery.
I cannot wait for school so I can see how everyone is doing and see if anyone has changed any. There will be like half of my friends who I won't see but oh well, it will be fine. I just hope I have classes with the ones who I will see.
Honestly, I kinda want to change myself up a bit so that way I can be smiling Sam and that means, I might be going by Sam next year at school (and due to the fact this whole gender thing makes me want to be called Sam instead of Stephanie).
This was an eyeful so I'm done.
~Sam
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Lying
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Ugh! I hate when people are lying. I mean I'm a very observant person, so I can tell easily. But oh well, they don't know that I know so it makes it all the better 
It also means that I don't even have to trust them as much.
Yes I used the chibi maker, like it says in my signature if you see it, and made me something that I would love to look like.
I wanna have black hair and look attractive but I have red (which is pretty) and I'm all herpaderp.
Okay that was random but seriously, nobody can lie to me and vice versa (unless it is sarcasm then I'm a sucker).
~Sam
It also means that I don't even have to trust them as much.
Yes I used the chibi maker, like it says in my signature if you see it, and made me something that I would love to look like.
I wanna have black hair and look attractive but I have red (which is pretty) and I'm all herpaderp.
Okay that was random but seriously, nobody can lie to me and vice versa (unless it is sarcasm then I'm a sucker).
~Sam
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Bacon
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Okay so Saturday morning during breakfast, I was watching this show that my dad just heard about. It's called "US of Bacon" and one of the things on there made my dad want to try it.
Fast forward to Sunday night. My dad made hamburgers and bacon and there's crunchy peanut butter in the house. Put the crunchy peanut butter on the bun and the hamburger and bacon. Oh my god, it was so amazing and probably the only way I will eat hamburgers without a condiment. I mean it was heaven on a bun + a little more.
So kids, this is why Bacon is good.
~Sam
Fast forward to Sunday night. My dad made hamburgers and bacon and there's crunchy peanut butter in the house. Put the crunchy peanut butter on the bun and the hamburger and bacon. Oh my god, it was so amazing and probably the only way I will eat hamburgers without a condiment. I mean it was heaven on a bun + a little more.
So kids, this is why Bacon is good.
~Sam
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2012
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2012 is definitely coming to an end. All the fun I've had this year will end in anticipation for what next year will bring.
I've actually enjoyed this year a lot as I discovered a lot more of myself than usual. My sexuality (even though that one is all fluctuating right now), my gender(there's a difference between sex and gender, sex is what's between your legs and gender is what your brain thinks), my asshole of daily mood swings, my love of photography, my love of bread, my love of writing poetry (figment has the rest: figment.com/users/71042-samize… I definitely need to update my figment), and many other stuff.
Also my year of many firsts. First time I went to a dance, first time I slow danced, first time that I had a sleepover in forever, first time I got to come out of the closet (mostly sexuality though), first time I went to a church youth service (for a friend), first time I've gotten a new DS in SIX YEARS.
I think I learned a big lesson, I may have been born a female but I don't understand them at ALL... or feelings. Feelings are hard to understand.
I will miss this year but maybe I will like next year better and maybe I'll get an one on my choir solo next year.
Maybe next year, I will be at Cedar Point every weekend and maybe I'll have a better working phone. Maybe next year, I will enjoy the perks of having a job (and giving people better gifts because I love giving) and maybe I'll be a hard worker (that might sound like a joke for those who know me, but if I enjoy my job, I would totally work hard).
2013 please be good to me and the amazing people in my life
~Sam
PS. I wouldn't be surprised if I end up getting a name change at 18 to Sam, so come on 2015! lol
I've actually enjoyed this year a lot as I discovered a lot more of myself than usual. My sexuality (even though that one is all fluctuating right now), my gender(there's a difference between sex and gender, sex is what's between your legs and gender is what your brain thinks), my asshole of daily mood swings, my love of photography, my love of bread, my love of writing poetry (figment has the rest: figment.com/users/71042-samize… I definitely need to update my figment), and many other stuff.
Also my year of many firsts. First time I went to a dance, first time I slow danced, first time that I had a sleepover in forever, first time I got to come out of the closet (mostly sexuality though), first time I went to a church youth service (for a friend), first time I've gotten a new DS in SIX YEARS.
I think I learned a big lesson, I may have been born a female but I don't understand them at ALL... or feelings. Feelings are hard to understand.
I will miss this year but maybe I will like next year better and maybe I'll get an one on my choir solo next year.
Maybe next year, I will be at Cedar Point every weekend and maybe I'll have a better working phone. Maybe next year, I will enjoy the perks of having a job (and giving people better gifts because I love giving) and maybe I'll be a hard worker (that might sound like a joke for those who know me, but if I enjoy my job, I would totally work hard).2013 please be good to me and the amazing people in my life
~Sam
PS. I wouldn't be surprised if I end up getting a name change at 18 to Sam, so come on 2015! lol
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Christmas~
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Alright you know how Christmas is the season of giving right? I can't wait to give presents and stuff (trying to decide whether or not to give brownies to a few of my friends after break).
I almost forgot that Christmas Eve (and one of my friend's birthdays) is tomorrow so I think I might have procrastinated waaaaaaaay too long.
My mom let me and my sister pick out the rest of our presents (she's very clueless
) and I am wearing my new comfy pjs (almost 5? Eh I don't care). And also I'm getting another today, Pokemon Conquest!
I'm so excited for Christmas but I prefer Thanksgiving (the season of eating- I mean the season of being thankful)
~Sam
Okay I used to believe Christmas was the season of presents.
I almost forgot that Christmas Eve (and one of my friend's birthdays) is tomorrow so I think I might have procrastinated waaaaaaaay too long.
My mom let me and my sister pick out the rest of our presents (she's very clueless
) and I am wearing my new comfy pjs (almost 5? Eh I don't care). And also I'm getting another today, Pokemon Conquest! I'm so excited for Christmas but I prefer Thanksgiving (the season of eating- I mean the season of being thankful)
~Sam
Okay I used to believe Christmas was the season of presents.
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